She’s not happy with the of time that I’ve been and I’m not either. But I know that when I get home I’m gonna be a better and a better and a better because of it. You know, I wanna be a Dad and I think I am a Dad you know. But I think also, like, the other half of my life is my – it really is, it’s my , it’s not a work, it’s my hobby. But, you know, having done four years of such for other people. You know, I wanted to learn and see some stuff for – in a completely way. And I think sometimes, you gotta get yourself before you can make other people happy and, that’s, for me that’s what this represents really. You know, bit – but at the age of 30, surely one’s able to be a little every now and again in life.